As i start blogging in the wee hours, the feeling inside is of a unsettled human being. This very moment makes me remember one of the famous dialogue from movie 'Kaminey' : ' जिंदगी में हमारी वाट इससे नही लगती की हम कोनसा रास्ता चुनते है , वाट लगती है इससे की हम कोनसा रास्ता छोड़ते है'. I have just started realizing the deep meaning of this line. At this point of time i am stranded on such a crossroad.
I always wonder why the choices are so close and crucial. Its just like solving an aptitude test where if one of ur approximations is wrong and you tick the wrong option, you are thrown out of competition. When i am still fighting with my choices, i am trying my might to convince me the reasonability of either of my choices.
I am totally in awe with the life's ability to throw at you the options with equally weighted pros and cons. One option can take you to the apex of your life but if wrong, without any regrets, will show you the abyss. The other seems like the favourite of common and the orthodox but having the most logical appeal; the appeal of continuity and stability. It has always been so easy to make an advice to people and consult them to take a right decision, but in ones own case its more than a herculian task.
I always wonder how people manage to take the decisions on the fly; Or do they really do it on fly. The matter of fact is they do.
When I face such a stuation, i really feel someone should be there to advice and to give you a solution. But the next moment I feel, may be this is way i am trying to run from the responsibility of consequences of taking the decision. Like, if the decision goes wrong there will be somebody to blame.
While this unsettlement resides inside me (which i hope to be at its peak for few days to come), i would like to end up on a resonable and viable decision.
I always wonder why the choices are so close and crucial. Its just like solving an aptitude test where if one of ur approximations is wrong and you tick the wrong option, you are thrown out of competition. When i am still fighting with my choices, i am trying my might to convince me the reasonability of either of my choices.
I am totally in awe with the life's ability to throw at you the options with equally weighted pros and cons. One option can take you to the apex of your life but if wrong, without any regrets, will show you the abyss. The other seems like the favourite of common and the orthodox but having the most logical appeal; the appeal of continuity and stability. It has always been so easy to make an advice to people and consult them to take a right decision, but in ones own case its more than a herculian task.
I always wonder how people manage to take the decisions on the fly; Or do they really do it on fly. The matter of fact is they do.
When I face such a stuation, i really feel someone should be there to advice and to give you a solution. But the next moment I feel, may be this is way i am trying to run from the responsibility of consequences of taking the decision. Like, if the decision goes wrong there will be somebody to blame.
While this unsettlement resides inside me (which i hope to be at its peak for few days to come), i would like to end up on a resonable and viable decision.
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